everlasting feeling

can i forget you after you pulled my string out of me?

you're not even close to me at all by now

but you have not returned what you have taken from me

you're not even phisically close to me by now

do you really want to know?

Now you see
Freedom is not something you want to see
The best of it is better left unseen
Wrapped in the logic of history

Now you feel
Freedom is not something you always want to feel
The truth of it is better left unsaid
Locked in the heart of mystery

jakarta, april 5, 2004

the logic of defeat

Halt
Hush
Hinge
Hoax
Hell

Hero is here!

Jakarta, August 20, 2003

changing

wherever we dwell
and whatever words we spell
adjustments pivot on self-secured tail

and accepted truth will follow

skin

can i touch you because your skin distracts me
can i touch you often because your skin fools me
can i touch you again and again because your skin shapes my knowledge
can i touch you some more because i am not sure my knowldge is as true as it should be

does my skin affect you as your skin do?